Unfortunately, I cannot articulate precisely the emotions I felt while atop the mountain as the altitude and ridiculously cold weather (-23 degrees Celsius with a windchill) blurred my ability to remember much of what happened while I was there. Whatever these emotions were must have been quite overwhelming, though, because they have been consuming my thoughts ever since I began descending from the summit that day. It is hard for me to grasp the fact that I managed to arrive at a destination (the summit) that cannot and will not be reached by even a small majority of the world. To be more specific, according to the certificate that I received at the end of the climb, only 43,553 people have successfully reached the summit of Mt. Kilimanjaro since this time last year. I can now say that I am among those people, which, in retrospect, is worth all of the physical and emotional stress that I endured during the climb.
While the beginning of the climb did not challenge me physically to the extent that I had anticipated, Day 5 (the day of the summit attempt) pushed me far beyond my comfort threshold to the point of exhaustion, dehydration, and delirium. In order to arrive at the summit, I needed some kind of motivation other than the joy of finally achieving my ultimate goal of conquering Kili. This motivation came in the form of a blind Turkish man who we constantly ran into throughout the climb. Learning of his personal goal of climbing the highest peak on every continent provided me with the physical and emotional boost that I craved. As a result, he became a hero in my eyes, as well as in the those of the others climbing with me. To me, he epitomizes the phrase that I repeated in my head over and over again as I ascended and descended the mountain: "It's not your aptitude, but your attitude, that determines your altitude." While I am far from a seasoned mountain climber, I have successfully climbed the highest peak in Africa and the highest free-standing mountain in the world as a result of a positive attitude and a will to achieve my goal of overcoming the physical and emotional hardships that I encountered en route to the top of the world.
The above description does not even scratch the surface of my overall experience on the mountain. Check out my pictures to follow my 6-day experience from Machame Gate up to Uhuru Peak and down to Mweka Gate (with stops along the way, of course!):
http://picasaweb.google.com/cbrisk01/MtKilimanjaro#
While I devoted this post t my Kilimanjaro climb , there is so much to say about my trip to Johannesburg and Soweto beforehand. Look forward to that in my next post!

2 comments:
While the most obvious statement for me to make is I am so happy that you are safely back, I also can't express with words how proud I am that you accomplished such an amazing goal.
the words you used in your blog "comfort threshold" strike a familiar cord with me, on lessons that I think you have "carried" from your experience back in 11th grade at City Term. (an experience that I am glad your sister is going to be having next semester also).
By taking on "Kili" you pushed yourself out of your "comfort zone". In this case not only physically, but emotionally. In doing so you will "carry" with you an experience that I believe will shape a part of who you are for the rest of your life.
Some things we carry can hold us back, but some things we carry can set us free. This one, is one that sets you free.
You took the hill (mountain to be exact), you took the risk, and were clearly greatly rewarded on a personal level for doing so.
In life...you should continue to take the risk...even when those around you might be questioning your motivation, or questioning your logic. You should take the risk because ultimately the rewards will be yours to relish. You should take the risk, because in not taking it you will always question whether you achieved your potential. and most importantly, you should take the risk because ultimately its what sets you apart from those who live in fear.
While you may not remember everything that day, I know you will never forget that you had an unobstructed view from top of "your Continent", and a clear view of the world around you.
The world is yours to climb, and the mountains can be as high as you make them.
Love
Dad
Corey! I am so impressed!!! You were 7000 feet higher than I was in Colorado, and I took a chair lift! Seriously, well done, a true accomplishment. I hope all is well otherwise...ttys!
Brett
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